"I’M A BITCH."

I feel like I’m on this alone.

:(

On missing someone.

I miss you now.. I miss your hugs, your kisses. I miss our talks, laughs, our cooking showdowns.. our long drives, hellos and goodbyes.. I miss our journey together and our big hopes and big plans. I miss you Anthony. I miss us.

On timing.

Its time. Time to realize we are not meant to be together. It hurts me so bad I feel like dying but it is what it is. Move on. Our time has ran out.

On flaws.

So what if I’m fat? That doesn’t make me less of a person does it? I don’t hurt nobody. I mind my own business. I’m may have flaws but who doesn’t have one anyways?

On happiness

I’m just not happy anymore. I’m alone.

On isolation.

I cry alone. Nobody sees me. Nobody knows.

On getting tired.

I don’t want you messing with my mind and heart again. Starting today I will say everything out loud when I see something wrong. The fuck what you say or whatnot. Its my life you’re messing with. I’m entitled to do that.

A girl’s legs are her best friends, but the best of friends must part. —Redd Foxx

The prettiest dresses are worn to be taken off. —Jean Cocteau

On filling the cup

I’m almost to the brink. One day I will realize my self worth and I will just let go. Just like that. I will disappear and I will not look back.